Vittu see on minu elu.

Fuck this shit. What the hell am I doing? I should just stop myself from being not me. I am sorry I only want the one thing I can't have.  I don't know what I want, but I still want it. I don't know what u are anymore. I want my life to be mine to live again. I want to wake up sometimes and think what am I doing here. I want to walk home at night to north-tallinn, with pepper spray in my hands. In here life is happy and simple. But i am not simple person, need to feel sad sometimes. All I want is to be more than u ever will be.