New Deadline

I went to see New Deadline yesterday. it was really good.

Silverstein.

We live to kill each other
We are the wealthy and the poor
We shout but we don't listen
All we want is more

Just chatting with shane from silverstein. No big deal.

I went to a Silverstein concert. It was sooo awesome. I talked to shane after the concert. He sayed that He's father is Estonian. We talked so much. He singed my last concert ticked from year 2008. And I sort of invited him to Estonia.. He said that he wants to come to Estonia. I had great time, concert was lot of fun. 

This week. (26.03)

I don't want to die, I just want to know what it feel like.

Every morning when I go to school. I walk past pasila bride. And then I start thinking. Wishing that I would just drop my bag, get a running start and just jump.

Outside bunny.

A pain in the ass

When guy says, he likes u and wants te be with you. And then if u refuse. He will be an asshole. Sorry but, I am not how u think I am. And the truth is that I am to good for you...

"you decided to quickly. I wanted u to think about it more"
There is nothing to think, I can't just make myself like you, if I don't! I DONT WANT YOU!!! U will never be my wind, and I will only think about the one I will always miss. The one that makes me live my life amazing. If it makes u feel better, I am not a relationship person. I like keeping my options open.

I just remembered I went to a gig with some people 2-3 days a go. It was great!




 

Love this cover!

Viikonloppu.

This week. (12.03)

Finnish forest jesus.

I was on a train with my friend. And then forest jesus started talking to us. He sayed that he loves Estonian women, and Estonian women are cheep. I was like... wtf. Fucking forest jesus. He should go to North-Tallinn say shit like that there. Things like that would get him beaten up, or even worse.

Well lately things have been shity... Just shit happens to me. Like my sim-card being fuckface and now I can't use mine phone, until I get a new one. Just little things like that piss me off. Fuck my life. I should go to sleep. I have to wake up in 3 hours. What i wrong with me? Today some old granny on the train, sayed I have pretty eyes. Things like that are so sweet and nice. More effective than a random pervs "compliments".

I been trying to write something for 2 days now. I just end up saying something stupid or offensive.


What will I do when I start loosing myself. I don´t want to chance, but its all ready at this point. I feel guilty for forgetting you. I want to stay like this forever and think of you. But more and more Its hard to find time to be missing you.I have always had thing for people who are not good for me.