this will be my past.

I love when I am going somewhere, I feel alive when I am with people I love. I really do love my friends, they are my air. If u don't breathe air u will die. and I don't want to die... I am happy, someday I will miss finland like I miss Estonia. I really love finland, its my home now.

Sorry, beib.

Sorry for not writing. My life is like a rollercoaster ride, always high and then low, never middle. From one extreme to another. So me... Some times I think about my life, how I ended here. I have always had everything I want. People think am really spoiled... I think I am really loved.