Simple day... :D

Vittu see on minu elu.

Fuck this shit. What the hell am I doing? I should just stop myself from being not me. I am sorry I only want the one thing I can't have.  I don't know what I want, but I still want it. I don't know what u are anymore. I want my life to be mine to live again. I want to wake up sometimes and think what am I doing here. I want to walk home at night to north-tallinn, with pepper spray in my hands. In here life is happy and simple. But i am not simple person, need to feel sad sometimes. All I want is to be more than u ever will be.

New Deadline

I went to see New Deadline yesterday. it was really good.

Silverstein.

We live to kill each other
We are the wealthy and the poor
We shout but we don't listen
All we want is more

Just chatting with shane from silverstein. No big deal.

I went to a Silverstein concert. It was sooo awesome. I talked to shane after the concert. He sayed that He's father is Estonian. We talked so much. He singed my last concert ticked from year 2008. And I sort of invited him to Estonia.. He said that he wants to come to Estonia. I had great time, concert was lot of fun. 

This week. (26.03)

I don't want to die, I just want to know what it feel like.

Every morning when I go to school. I walk past pasila bride. And then I start thinking. Wishing that I would just drop my bag, get a running start and just jump.

Outside bunny.

A pain in the ass

When guy says, he likes u and wants te be with you. And then if u refuse. He will be an asshole. Sorry but, I am not how u think I am. And the truth is that I am to good for you...

"you decided to quickly. I wanted u to think about it more"
There is nothing to think, I can't just make myself like you, if I don't! I DONT WANT YOU!!! U will never be my wind, and I will only think about the one I will always miss. The one that makes me live my life amazing. If it makes u feel better, I am not a relationship person. I like keeping my options open.

I just remembered I went to a gig with some people 2-3 days a go. It was great!




 

Love this cover!

Viikonloppu.